The First Five (Henry Rollins)
I’m again I obtained a letter from a woman Ten pages lengthy She’s been off heroin weeks now She says she was once on for eighteen months She says she loves me She desires to die whereas fucking me She hates lifestyles She hates her mom and dad She tells me that we've got met sooner than She is a version I positioned the letter again within the envelope a bit of paper falls out Her portfolio photographs of her in bikinis I take note her There’s a host at the paper I name it a girl on the different finish says she’s long past.
The drain. right down to a few chilly sewer. Self-destruction turns into a directly line. awesome again at a global that doesn’t even recognize your identify. You can’t harm it, it will probably basically damage you again. whilst I’m down within the subway looking for my approach Down within the refrigeration brain Down within the basement of my alienation I see her face Coming during the partitions Shining Down on me the child was once born, it used to be slapped. the infant began to scream. The greasy, bloody child made a lunge, threw itself again onto.
My center. flip me to ash. this night I soften iron with my soul. contact me. Annihilate. Annihilate. Annihilate. It’s all occurring straight away. suddenly. Take your emotions. each heartbeat. Wrap them round you. construct a hearth. Burn your self to the floor when you nonetheless can since it might be many years prior to you spot me back. probably by no means, possibly eternally. Take carry. contact the flame. Burn your self to the floor if you nonetheless can simply because certain as my eyes move slowly out from my head, it will likely be an extended.
Stopped lifeless in my tracks. i presumed approximately all of the those that consider me an identical manner i feel of this roach. the entire those who see me as a grimy crawling piece of vermin that are meant to be destroyed. Hah! The roach is my brother and lengthy may possibly he prosper! Sitting within the electrical condo gazing the spiders move slowly up and down the wall. ft at the ground. I’m unlikely to maneuver an inch, I gotta brainstorm that’s giving my head a trip. The eyes of all of the photographs on my wall are observing me.
believe the soreness what number occasions have you ever lied this day? Knife highway pushing via your chest remove darkness from one other smoke Finger your fortunate quantity anticipate the gasoline fuel mild Arc mild how can you deal with the ultimate shove? the ultimate love? the massive funny story fist? the large rock down your throat? The sour style Overwhelming Do you're feeling it emerging? Oh child, i will be able to think it supply it to me I don’t care who’s taking a look I don’t care what occurs intercourse like a suicide pact The final lie could be the top That’s.